Who I AmI am A 20 year old girl from the UK, who just loves, writing and photography! That is why I thought i'd give blogging A go because it seems perfect for me! I know it will be a lot of work but it makes me so happy to write and I love sharing my views on things or just A simple picture of something -it makes me feel good about myself and it makes me feel calm! Even if no one reads it, it doesn't matter that much to me! i want this blog to help people learn new things, and things people should know about! i want it to include my hobbies and my passions, but also stuff about health and lifestyle! even if it's helping one person out, or just helping people learn new things -because i do research alot of things, and i should put my knowledge to use & help people!
I have Fibromyalgia and BPD. So because I spend all day everyday at home alone, it's like a little hobby for me! I struggle to do daily activities because I am mostly always tired, so when I make a post on here it's like a big achievement for me, because I have to go into a completely different room and sit writing for a while. I really want to do more posts, and i am going to push myself to do more, but please understand if i take breaks. I'm so excited for you to get to know a little bit more about me through this blog (my style, my hobbies, my likes&dislikes and just random knowledge I know -as I do spend a lot of time at home just researching things) and follow me on my journey through life! I am always going to stay true to myself and state my true opinions. I love photography, makeup, fashion, travelling, shopping, sight-seeing PENGUINS, anything arty like; scrapbooking, colouring, making things and writing and reading, baking, cooking, researching things and am DISNEY obsessed! Especially Stitch and Winnie The Pooh! Ever since i was a little girl i've always been into gaming and computers and one point i used to be into cars, was addicted to the console and wore baggy jeans and tshirts, done nothing with my hair and hated makeup... believe it or not lol. But now i love makeup and don't like cars, but everything else has always stayed the same! To be honest, i'm still a BIG kid in a way, because i LOVE disney and i love going to sleep with a teddy bear and I collect them... I don't know why i just feel safe and happy and it's a comfort thing for me, and i'll always be like that because it is just me (and they're just too cute!!)... I have found many other people on Instagram that have the same interests as me and it's made me feel less alone and weird (as people say).. There's no point hiding/faking who you are because if people don't like it, then they don't like the real you, and not being your true self is the worst thing to do. Just BE YOU (TIFUL), and be weird! Love your weirdness! It makes you different. And you'll never influence the world by being just like it! I also love penguins, i don't know why... i just have an addiction over them -the noise they make, the way they walk & they just look so cute!
I love spending time with my friends -the minority of them i have got lol. Smaller Circle is better! Tracey&Stuart (A 50 year old couple I met through working at a small 2 hour cleaning job!) They're the best and they make me laugh so much! You really do find some of you're best-est friends in life through work! We go round their house quite alot and watch films, play games and listen to music! I used to have a lot of friends and lost all of them because I realized they just weren't true friends and you drift apart when you get older as you all go your separate ways in adult life! Plus when you grow up it's harder to get a day when you're both/all free. I have also lost alot of friends due to my chronic illness -people not understanding and think i'm lying and being rude about it. I don't need them people in my life! I live by; being kind to everyone, bringing peace to the world. I believe everyone should just be humble and kind to everyone because you never know what someones going through. Also I don't have any grudges with people or hate anyone, even if people hate me, they hate the person I used to be -I'm not that person anymore. People change. I have learnt alot through my journey.. My boyfriend who I got with just over a year ago, I love to pieces. He's called Matt and he's 25 years old. I like the fact hes older because he's more mature and know what he wants in life and has ambitions! He also keeps me motivated and has been there for me through so much its unreal. I can't wait for so many more adventures with him. He is just the male version of me and I love it! He makes me laugh, smile, cry and we've been through some major low times, but I can't wait to look back in a couple of years and say "We Made It!" I think we were meant to be together, because through the past years I kept seeing/hearing his name pop up, like was that a sign? For 2019.
My goal is to travel places, even if it's not far... Like even seeing a new market, or a building or a new place, but I do want to travel abroad and that and just see the world, but even if we don't make it abroad this year, it doesn't matter. I just want to spend money on making memories not materialistic things! I see much more potential for this year because in 2018 I got answers for my health that I needed and am on the road to recovery and know what to do and have learnt alot more about it, and will be continuing to learn about it. It's all about learning as you go and taking precious time out for yourself to heal yourself. That is the most important thing and sometimes you have to do it and not care/listen to what others think! Intolerances & Deficiencies. Aswell as finding out so much stuff about my physical and mental health last year, I also found out I have many vitamin deficiencies and food intolerances, from doing a test. Not many people/doctors believe in those tests (Hair Sample Test) but I really do, because everything made so much sense. I got it in a cheap offer at around Black Friday time. Me, My Sister, Mum, Nan & Auntie all did one and are going to do one later on this year to see if anythings changed! It shows you what each vitamin deficiency causes (fatigue, stamina, brain, joints&muscle, bone health, mood, depression, anxiety, and other things that relate to me and what I feel each day). What you're eating too much of and too little of! Also Red meat, Chicken, Gluten, Wheat and lots of other foods came up on there and it makes sense because when I eat them foods I automatically feel tired and sick/have a stomach ache! But I didn't know what it was on the plate that was making me feel sick! Getting these answers has really helped me because i've been able to cut out certain foods and identify the foods that affect me and have been able to make a better food diary for myself and buy certain vitamins that I need that I didn't know about! (Things like Aspartic Acid, Amylase, L-Carnitine and more). It really does take time to heal! Thankyou for reading about me! Now you know a little more about me, you can come on this journey with me and watch me grow. If you have A blog I would love to support you too! Or if you ever need someone to talk to my inbox is always open, and I don't really speak to anyone or do anything, so i'm always free! |
My Photography History/Interest!Ever since i was 12-13 i've had an interest in photography. I didn't just take 'normal' photos when i went on holiday's... I took my camera EVERYWHERE with me (holidays, shopping, up the park and to school sometimes even) and i always played around with the angle of the photos and i took more care about laying out photos and thinking about them more in depth. I also always wanted to see a different perspective of the world.
That's why i love macro and wildlife/animal photography the most out of all the categories, because you can take pictures and see a whole different world you normally just walk by or don't notice is there. I find it really interesting and it calms me down and makes me happy. I like portrait photography -i'm getting better at it, but my true passion has always been with macro/wildlife photography. I've always liked editing too and i did want to do it as a job one time but i changed my mind. That brings me on to what i studied in school/took for GCSE's... I took; ICT, Photography and Double Business, as i've always been into anything technical. I really enjoyed these lessons but i also loved Science (How the world works and other galaxies out there and life on other planets, and how we evolved and all that has always interested me). I didn't learn much from my photography lessons we just got taught to push a button and researched 90% of the time. Which was annoying but good at the same time because it made me push myself to teach myself everything, and showed me how much i wanted to learn more. I did go to college to do it after my exams but i hated it there. I did really well in my exams and i am so proud of myself for putting all my effort into that and going to after school classes and revising at lunchtimes instead of being with my friends at the time, who were outside having fun. I gave up all of that to get good grades and i'm so glad i did. On this blog you may be seeing posts of my nephew and niece, my friends, my boyfriend (Matt) and different adventures, experiences and random knowledge. Just a bit of everything really! |